A Life To Love

What is your dream?

It’s such a simple question that even primary school kids would know how to answer, isn’t it? But yet, as years passed, this question became one that’s as difficult to answer as “how many stars are there in the universe?” - the answer will end up being a “I don’t know”.

I used to think that I know what I want to do, but towards the end, I’ll ponder again. This happens at almost every stage of my life, primary school, secondary school, JC, polytechnic, and now even in Uni, I’m still thinking. I guess the fact lies in that our dreams and reality are different. There’s only that small number of human beings in this world, real small, that are able to fulfill their dreams. The rest, we just go with the flow, brainwashed by ideas since young, finding a job with the best prospects, earning big bucks so that we can lead a better life than before.

That is one of the reason why I really admire or idolize K-pop groups and singers. You see how hard they work just to get that chance to debut on stage. Years of training and it’s possible that you might never get a chance to even sing or dance. Yet, these people continue to put in so much effort to hone their skills even sacrificing precious family time, just for the day when they can showcase themselves. And it’s not just 2-3 years, it’s like 7-10 years worth of training! And they have to start at a real young age. It’s true that they are well-packaged and all and that’s why people really love them. But it’s a way of recognizing them, isn’t it?

Looking at these young idols, I wonder what is it that I really want to do, what lies ahead of me, what is my future going to look like. I do have an idea now, but I’m not really sure if that’s going to last me for the rest of my life. Being someone who is so fickle-minded, I really have my doubts. But regrets are bound to appear in life,  so give everything a shot and I believe, one day, I’ll find the answer to this question.

Good day

Weee, nice weather :) hope the weather will stay with an addition of wind..so that i can go fly kite!!! hehehe!

Dream

I wish i have the ability to do so many things but i know i can’t. So all i wish is to have the ability to accomplish one simple thing that can help to make this world a better place, or even just to make myself a better person.

Start to see this world as a beautiful place.That’s the first and most important step.

Soft addiction

Anyway, i’m into all these soft addiction stuffs (e.g. facebook,twitter,TVs) again recently…which are kind of unhealthy to my mind…and body somehow =0= but it’s just boring to stay at home and do nothing and my lappy is a great companion LOL

so many shoppings to be done ( i mean daily necessities shopping though haha )

well nice day to sleep. shall continue to be restless for the rest of the day :) tomorrow is course reg, hope i can get the mods that i want >_<